My Replay 25' Playlist
Okay?
Cat... this is a reminder for yourself because I know you like to help ppl when you can no strings attached
Stop getting taken advantage from others,
you dont owe anything to anyone,
and what you have built so far has been made by YOURSELF!
Remember that always.
I know you are feeling guilty and sad inside that was the spell placed upon you many moons ago
But its a eternal vicious cycle you need to learn to get rid of...
They gonna scream, cry and mirror guilt trip you by saying you are the abuser instead! if you dont agree eith their ways or help them
They gonna express their dislike towards you for being in their own words 'goal oriented' they are the first ones in wanting to see you fail and give up
By now you know most (if not all) their dirty tricks by being surrounded by them for 35 years,
Dont listen to them, let them die and rot you are not a scapegoat
Listen to your already beaten and mauled heart and soul, can you sleep quietly at night?.
Yes? There you have your answer
исцеление души...
The past couple of days after recovering from the nasty cold ive been working on and off in the next Kiyomizu project while at the same time during the dead hours ive started to play Lineage II again, to my surprise in a server that follows the same idea as here in Kiyomizu, to offer only the original base game and refine it like a museum... a museum of DEATH, STRUGGLE, DESPAIR.....but dear lord!! has it been fun?!? OH YES!!
To be surrounded in an Open World with people again in a online game no weird shenanigans it feels so alive like everything ive been living to this point has been some sort of cruel nightmare with discord 'players' and faggots that dont even touch a game anymore, now im back into the balkan side of things with Russians and Spanish players just screaming and shitalking for free!! lets become Edgelords again!!!
Its excellent, just says a lot that theres public for these old games, the server is peaking with 1200players on average daily (something incredible for such old game), the experience is as brutal as always but im just really taking it easy with the leveling and enjoy the ride, its something my soul was really asking for.
You see people come, people go, people getting pked and scammed, but well i guess the first world is more comfy now imagining they are playing games on discord??))))
I look forward to be able to host our old games like this bring people to just play the damn thing again!!
Say cat....you have been having a lot of fun lately??
A lot actually but also working a lot on the project
We gonna be playing more interesting games from now on
We gonna be playing again!
Cat... lets return to Yugoslavia(((((
To be surrounded in an Open World with people again in a online game no weird shenanigans it feels so alive like everything ive been living to this point has been some sort of cruel nightmare with discord 'players' and faggots that dont even touch a game anymore, now im back into the balkan side of things with Russians and Spanish players just screaming and shitalking for free!! lets become Edgelords again!!!
Its excellent, just says a lot that theres public for these old games, the server is peaking with 1200players on average daily (something incredible for such old game), the experience is as brutal as always but im just really taking it easy with the leveling and enjoy the ride, its something my soul was really asking for.
You see people come, people go, people getting pked and scammed, but well i guess the first world is more comfy now imagining they are playing games on discord??))))
I look forward to be able to host our old games like this bring people to just play the damn thing again!!
Say cat....you have been having a lot of fun lately??
A lot actually but also working a lot on the project
We gonna be playing more interesting games from now on
We gonna be playing again!
Cat... lets return to Yugoslavia(((((
Scrapbook #4
Reuploaded locally because ext video host sucks,...
Remember MTV Oddities?!?!
Remember MTV Oddities?!?!
Reality
What is My Reality??
Do I still have it figured it out?...
Are you making fun of this poor menhera by coming to this blog to witness freefall?,
Or maybe you feel pity of me?,
You have to be very careful because you can end up like me or worse,
Bystander Effect??,
Are you in an Ivory Tower?? Friends? Groups? ,
The thought of Isolation is too difficult to understand??,
A perfect life? Perhaps??
It's okay I still have time to understand everyone more and better....
Do I still have it figured it out?...
Are you making fun of this poor menhera by coming to this blog to witness freefall?,
Or maybe you feel pity of me?,
You have to be very careful because you can end up like me or worse,
Bystander Effect??,
Are you in an Ivory Tower?? Friends? Groups? ,
The thought of Isolation is too difficult to understand??,
A perfect life? Perhaps??
It's okay I still have time to understand everyone more and better....
